People who knew me personally would know what kind of a slouch I had been during the past holiday season. I didn't meet up with other friends. I didn't even send greetings to many. I refused to open up my circle like how I always did. I left behind ALL my responsibilities to escape. I was a total drag that I even forgot who I am and most importantly, what I am. Serious things happened and I was brought down to my knees. I felt like every waking hour was killing me, as my thoughts...