First Tears

Suddenly, I felt disappointed. And the first set of tears for the year 2015 fell down without warning. With my heart clenching in utter frustration, I try to think about why I'm exactly like this; and honestly, it's because there's no more painful than feeling completely different.

The depression carries on. We're still three days into the new year and I'm still working on boosting my self-confidence. I need to find that discipline, strict discipline to apply to myself if I want to change.

I need to. I should.