Sunday, May 24, 2015

Please Don't.

Please don't do this to me, I plead you.  Don't take my hand to leave me in the middle of nothing. Please stop making me feel like there's something when we both know clearly that there's none. It's not fair. You're not making any sense. Please stop treating me like I'm someone special when I know that there's no other person who wishes me to stay away more than you.  Please don't do this to me, I beg you. I'm not as strong as everybody think I am. I think...

Monday, May 18, 2015

I'm running around in circles and it's getting more and more difficult. Everytime I see you, a battle inside me happens that I couldn't quite figure out what to do. Ridden by guilt or driven by conscience, I don't think I can ever understand just what I am supposed to do with you around. You're difficult. You constantly push me away but when I'm ready to take the steps on my own, you'll pull me back aggressively. If that is not unfair, I don't know what is. Unconsciously or...