I'm running around in circles and it's getting more and more difficult. Everytime I see you, a battle inside me happens that I couldn't quite figure out what to do. Ridden by guilt or driven by conscience, I don't think I can ever understand just what I am supposed to do with you around.

You're difficult. You constantly push me away but when I'm ready to take the steps on my own, you'll pull me back aggressively. If that is not unfair, I don't know what is. Unconsciously or not, you're playing with my emotions that I'm now a whirlwind of uncertainty.

I want to ask you to stop doing this to me, but I know I'll miss it if you don't.
See how crazy I have become now?