Friday, July 29, 2016

Lord, let me understand that I'm not the one needed; that in times like this, I'm not the one who can give comfort to an aching soul. Lord, please let me be indifferent. For once, take away this merciful heart so I can be fair to myself. Pleas...

Tuesday, April 26, 2016

Lord, I'm Sorry

It's been, what? Four months? Four torturous months I have indulged myself in. Four long months I have wasted my life thinking I'm the only one hurting. Four long months I have just watched blindly how my world repeatedly crashed. Four months I have let myself be wallowed by self-pity because I was left alone, left behind, forgotten and set aside. But now, I just want to say sorry, Lord. In the process of wanting to find myself, of trying to please others, I have forgotten...

Sunday, January 10, 2016

People who knew me personally would know what kind of a slouch I had been during the past holiday season. I didn't meet up with other friends. I didn't even send greetings to many. I refused to open up my circle like how I always did. I left behind ALL my responsibilities to escape. I was a total drag that I even forgot who I am and most importantly, what I am. Serious things happened and I was brought down to my knees. I felt like every waking hour was killing me, as my thoughts...