The problem is everything feels so fucked up.
Like after all this time, I just find myself slumped in this pool of uncertainties...
...and worse, misery.

There are some things we really can't get no matter how much we wanted it.
And as life's a bitch, it will constantly shove in your face how much it will never give you what you truly desires.

And in the end, you've got no choice...
but to accept the fact that while some people can have anytime the only thing you've always wanted,

you will never be able to hold it for even just five seconds.