Did I Save A Nation in My Past Life?

It's 3:30AM and I'm waiting for my friends to fetch for another whole day of work around Bulacan churches. Killing time, I went online. After tearing up in frustration because of Sehun's glory, intense gratefulness followed when I read again Yuxing Unnie's blog... about me.

I have talked over and over again how I met her. It all started with Super Junior and the blog I ran about them. It was a casual virtual meeting between a blogger and a passer-by. I never thought she was willing to stay.

Everyone knows I'm not the type to pay attention to everyone. I have trust issues among strangers and I'm very strict with who I let in my life. To me, quality will always be over quantity. I don't care about having only a few friends as long as they're true.

But ironically, I have long concluded that building longtime friendships over the internet - with people you don't know personally, with people who you communicate with only through computers - is possible. I have proven that with Yuxing Unnie.

And now she's saying that I made a big impact in her life and I'm one of her biggest influences.

Dude, this girl must be crazy! HAHAHA

But seriously... I'm touched. I'm grateful. I'm overjoyed. I never talked about this and it may sound cheesy but she's one of the greatest sources of happiness I've met along the way. Everytime I feel like trash and worthless, she always comes up to me randomly telling me she misses me and she loves me.

If that's not a miracle to you, I don't know what that is.

She always tells people that I inspire her. And I don't know where that came from. Me? Inspiring people? I can already hear those who know me personally scoffing at that ridiculous thought. But then I guess that's what's her purpose is in my life. She was placed in my world because God knew I need someone to constantly remind me that I am beautiful and some people appreciate me the way I am.

Without questions. Without hesitations. Without demands.

And for that, I love her so much.